Being an Aspie is pretty hard. Your supposed to feel lucky for whatever consistent friendship comes your way even if it isn't the best friendship for you. Also people don't believe u when u are telling the truth and you're pretty much overlooked and people expect you to be the same as others with much worse mental disabilities. Pretty much nothing you do is right according to others. People don't take you or your interests seriously. You doubt yourself and what u like and want it whether your telling the truth and all sorts of stuff like that. You live in constant fear and have intrusive thoughts no matter how u pray for them to stop.